moody

having bad mood since few days ago...in uni, i'm busy with assignments n thesis...at home need to help mom baby sit my nephew, online find info for my assignments...i though i can handle all the stress but i cant...today i've spent my whole day sitting in front of my laptop just watching drama...i have no mood at all to start my work...n relationship...oh...i really have to admit i'm a terrible gf...

future

my industrial training was just ended yesterday.. finally, i can escape from working life for 1 year.. i'm having holidays now, for almost 1 n half month.. is time for me to think and plan my future.. i have no ambition, dun even know which field i'm interested in.. i'm blur.. i just cant see the right path for me.. however, after talked to boon hein, i feel like there are actually lots of path in front of me, it's all my decision which one to choose.. After i complete my degree, i hope the right path is alrdy decided and i should go for it..

Friends

A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be. ~Douglas Pagels

I suddenly have the urge to write about my friends. Life is short. So I just want to express my gratitude to all my friends. You know who you are. =) I believe in this world, everyone wishes to have true friends. I count myself lucky because I have handful true friends. Not in quantity but in quality. I rather have it in quality. In every stage of my life, regardless entering primary school, secondary school or university, I manage to find true friends but the quality decreases as we grow older. This is why I value friendship a lot. I treat my friends with sincerity and I try my very best not to hurt their feelings. How often you guys see me in anger? I rather have myself hurt than hurting them. In my three year tenure in my university, I miss my childhood friends whom I befriended in my primary and secondary school. I still remember my buddies whom I know when I passed my PTS exam. Those days we are so so innocent. Friendship were pure and sincere. Mun Choon, Peng Cheong, Derek Lee, Fabian, Brendan.. We all passed PTS exam together. I still remember how they look like when they were still young and innocent.. Mun Choon’s specs, Peng Cheong’s chubby body.. Haha.. In fact, me and Fabian were fierce enemies in Standard 3. I do not know whether Fabian still remember it. Fabian and Harideva Anand I think, always bully me and Ashley. Those days.. In Standard 6, I got to know Lionel. Me and Lionel were close buddies in Standard 6 till Form 3. I always go to Lionel’s house during school holidays. Miss those days a lot. In form 5, I was in 5M. Met Thava, Siew Hei, Wei Keat, Chee Yuen, Wei Jian, Zaccheus. All smart guys except me.. Haha.. I am always the lazy 1. Always copy add maths assignments from Thava and Wei Keat. In form 6, I was close friends with Mun Choon, Thava, Wei Keat and Siew Hei.. Same class mah. Somehow met Choong Hing who was from Arts class. Me, Siew Hei, Choong Hing and Mun Choon went for a few karaoke sessions. I really miss those days a lot. I felt very happy during those days. After form 6, I also still keep in touch with Mun Choon, Thava, Siew Hei, and Choong Hing. Others, really no more contact. I really miss you guys a lot.. and I will never forget you all no matter how old I get.. You guys will always remain in my heart. I really miss our school days. Chee Yuen and me got into UKM. By luck, he stayed in the same kolej with me and he stayed in the room beside my room. That was in our first year. Second year, he was my room mate. Haha.. i do not know how he felt lah. In my university, I managed to find a true friend who had been there when I really felt helpless and he offered valuable help to me without any qualms. I really appreciate it a lot and you reminded me the meaning of friendship when I almost forgot it after leaving Form 6. I found a true friend. You know who you are. Thanks a million and you are always my best friend. The reason I write this is just to tell my friends that I value u guys a lot and I do appreciate you all. I always believe that it gets harder to find true friends as we advance to the latter stages in life and I still believe it. So, appreciate the friends you have because it is not easy to find a true friend.

Posted by Boon Hein

high tea in hilton hotel

today i went to have high tea at hilton hotel PJ with boon hein and his family. RM55 per person. kinda expensive. the food is not really that good also. but we enjoyed so much. glad that his parents n sisters accepted me n treat me nice. this is important to me. i never want a guy so much in my life before. he made me felt nothing is more important than him. i love him, care for him. although sometimes i doubt that he loves me s much s i do, but i believe that he needs me. he's not a perfect person. we r just trying to suit each other n we did it. we went through lots of happy moments. thank u so much. really appreciate whatever u did to me. ok, mayb u r not happy to see me write so much here, but this is my blog, i just wanna express out whatever i want. love u forever, boon hein.

Boon Hein's Top 15 Favorite Songs

1. Iron & Wine - Flightless Bird, American Mouth
2. Witwisit Hiranyawongkul - Gun Lae Gun
3. Eric Clapton - Wonderful Tonight
4. Zhang Hui Mei(张惠妹) - Ji De(记得)
5. Bic Runga – Sway
6. Leslie Cheung(张国荣) - Gam Saang Gam Sai(今生今世)
7. Samsons - Kenangan Terindah
8. Su Hui Lun(苏慧伦) - Lian Lian Zhen Yan(恋恋真言)
9. Alex Fong Lik Sun(方力申) - Ngoh Dik Luen Oi Yat Gei(我的恋爱日记)
10.Gareth Gates - Unchained Melody
11. M2M - Pretty Boy
12. Fish Liang Jing Ru(粱静茹) - Ru Guo You Yi Tian(如果有一天)
13. Lim Jung Hee / Lyn - Geu Deh Ji Geum
14. George Benson - Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You
15. Gary Barlow - Forever Love